The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

看《妈妈咪呀》，唐娜在悬崖上对着山姆高唱这首歌，泣诉过去20年的委屈时，有点想流泪的感觉。是因为女主角的唱功加演技了得，还是因为背景美得让人心碎？

世界的尽头

前同事辞职后，展开长达一年的流浪生活。这是我的梦想，更是一个在短期内无法实现的奢望。世界的尽头在哪里？什么时候可以启程？

小雄长大了

昨天小雄满11个月了。这段日子以来，看着他从那么一丁点大，只会哇哇大哭，到会爬、会坐、会扶着边缘走路，感觉很美好。
不过，虽然一直跟他说话，陪他玩，但从来不确定我们之间的沟通到底有没有真的通电？直到这一两天，终于证明小雄真的长大了。
昨天，和哥哥约好出门，小雄正好在楼下“散步”。看到哥哥的车，小雄非常兴奋，但看到我们向他挥手道别时，他立刻愣住了。当我把车门关上的刹那，他确定我们不会带他同行，立刻嚎啕大哭。
今天，小雄例常到楼下“散步”。我习惯了在上班之前，绕到他的歇脚处和他道别，但今天却不见他的踪影。正当我快走远时，却听到身后传来一个熟悉的声音，转头一看，果然是小雄！哈！他竟然认得我的背影！
可爱的小雄，叫我如何不爱他！

结婚周年

除了父母的结婚周年，我从未参与其他人的结婚周年庆祝。

今天，和朋友夫妇相约吃饭，原本以为只是多时不见，平常的聚聚。不料，到了即将分手的当儿，方发现今天是他们的结婚周年。

恭喜恭喜！这14年走来不容易，其中的起起落落，你们对彼此所付出的是那么多。恭喜恭喜！

对感情、对婚姻，存有太多的不确定，你们是少数让我觉得婚姻还是可以信任的一对。

谢谢谢谢！我们其实相识不久，也不常联络，无论你们是基于什么理由让我参与今天这么特别的日子，我依然满心感恩。谢谢谢谢！

我游魂似的性格，总是能在你们的身边暂时停泊。也许，在不久的未来，我可以找到自己的位子。

下次见面会在什么时候？不知道也不重要，对吗？再次祝你们永远幸福快乐 :)